on a crazy high
i wanted to believe i'd find a new life, a life that'd make me forget my sadness and think of nothing but happiness. but i didn't expect the life i was imagining was an illusion. i thought the beautiful scenery from the window would steal my breath away, but i find myself trapped behind it, i can't go out to this faraway world. i used to think that i'd smile when i wake up in the morning, letting the sound of birds chirping and the world moving around me trickle slowly into my mind, until i decide to throw the blanket off and take everything head-on.
i'll wait for another chance.
